my missing smile...

recently i had a very stressful life....
the main reason is WORK

all the unhappiness are come from there...

i admit,
i'm a pessimistic, elmo (emo) ppl, sentimental too >.<
why i'm being disliked by others ?
am i really being boycotted?

is it my illusion ? probably...
y i so care bout tat?
important?

i just want an easy life...
i just want to be smile,laugh happily everyday...

would i deserve it?

何时才能感觉我是真正的活着 ？
我到底是为了什么而活？
where is my life?
where should i really belong？.....

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