driving me crazy~

arh~~~~~~
boss, u are driving me crazy !!! >.<
现在才知道你可以这样过分 ！

这间，我上个礼拜五才开始做B/S,
今天才拜二，你就一直催我，
我知道这个file很赶，这个月底就截至了……
可是我已经尽力做给你了啊！
你可以不要一直催吗?
这样我真的会疯掉！

dono  how long i can still stand with it...
u better don't forced me and beig regret!

my missing smile...

recently i had a very stressful life....
the main reason is WORK

all the unhappiness are come from there...

i admit,
i'm a pessimistic, elmo (emo) ppl, sentimental too >.<
why i'm being disliked by others ?
am i really being boycotted?

is it my illusion ? probably...
y i so care bout tat?
important?

i just want an easy life...
i just want to be smile,laugh happily everyday...

would i deserve it?

何时才能感觉我是真正的活着 ？
我到底是为了什么而活？
where is my life?
where should i really belong？.....

 寻觅中………………

心。伤

这两天的心情
很难过……

因为我是被 囚禁的鸟 和 被夹在中间的汉堡肉……

每次一谈到 他 与 我家人 的问题时，就会这样……
每次他要带我出远门，或过夜时， 他们就是不给！！！

难道真的就像他说的那样，你们真的那么蛮不讲理？

其实我也不确定……或许我对你们还抱有一些些希望吧……

你们可以别让那一些些希望也给毁了吗？

好，我在给你们一年的时间，看你们以后会说什么……
只是到时候，我应该不会像现在这样，那么顺从你们了！！！
要告诉你们我也长大了！！！

真是又气有难过!!
连你*dar 也这样……我快崩溃了……
你，从不站在我的立场替我想想……
我不能去，肯定比谁都难过呀！
可你却只想到你自己，总说我麻烦！
还敏感到说他们不喜欢你！！？？？

你可以不要每次都这样吗？
你这样我很累的……

我能够体会你的心情……
你能体会我的吗？？？

为什么每次说到这些，我们就会不愉快呢？

为什么要做乖女儿，好女友，要这么难？？？

dear,我对你是真心的，想和你一辈子在一起，到永远的……
我们能过的了这些难关吗？

我觉得我们已经向前迈进一大步了，
你也见了我的家长，我亲戚都知道你了……
你感受到了吗？
为什么你还会觉得我们没有进展呢？？？

如果，
真的如果，
哪一天，你受不了了，你很累了……

我愿意
放手……

虽然我不想，
可是不想看你这样难过受伤……

或许有时 放手 会是最好的决定……

可是，
我还是不希望有这天的到来……


因为



我爱了。

haunted

a song which i hope to sing out loud recently!!!!

Taylor Swift - Haunted

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought I'd live to see it break
It's getting dark and it's all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake
Woah, holding my breath
Woah, lose you again
Something's made your eyes go cold

C'mon, c'mon don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
C'mon, c'mon don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now
I'm haunted

Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I said to you
He will try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead
Oh, holding my breath
Woah, see you again
Something keeps me holding onto nothing

C'mon, c'mon don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
C'mon, c'mon don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now
I'm haunted

I know, I know
I just know
You're not gone
You can't be gone, no!

C'mon, c'mon don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
Won't finish what you started
C'mon, c'mon don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't go back
I'm haunted
Oh~~~~~~~~
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
Never ever thought I'd see it break
Never thought I'd see it

冬至

这是我们家传统的汤圆~

都是在一年一度的冬至才吃的到哦~

自己磨得，原汁原味，

简单 但却温馨，赞哦！

哈哈

今天，

晚上，

其实不是很开心……

或许是自己的问题……

对不起，亲爱的，我也不想这样，

知道你也不好受……

可是还是觉得你太耐不住你的急性子！

所以才会变得这样……

希望你以后不会后悔，希望你有自己的分寸……

好了，要睡了……

最近都是这么迟睡！ >.<

晚安！

christmas

Ding Ding Dong
Ding Ding Dong
*Santa claus is coming to town~

yeah, christmas is near!!!
and i am so in love with christmas, dono why...
wishing tat will be a wonderful christmas for me @ 2011 ^^

this is my 1 post on the blogspot~^^
as follows the "fashion" and the convennient tat can post straightly from phone
thus i jump from wretch to here~ haha


stay tune~